I never thought I would hurt two of my beloveds at the same time.
And hurting them in the most similar ways..
Saying stuff which didnt digest into my mind before blabbering out of my fucking mouth.
Time wont rewind to undo things.
And i dont think apologies would help either.
But one fact fo sure.
They'r too dear to me, that I cant afford to lose them.
And I really didnt mean to hurt them.