I'm really glad things are way better now.
And hell. yesterday was the worst night ever.
Cos I made tranny really angry & upset.
And fo the first time, i regretted the words that i blabbered out.
As in, throughout these 18years of my life, i have never regretted anything that i've done etc.
I was so afraid he might ignore me and all, like when we had tiny arguments lately.
But he did promise he would not ignore me.
And I'm glad he kept his promise, :)
Everything was settled today and I am really glad that we've made up.
Cos he really means alot to me now.
One thing that I really love about him is..
he said he put himself into my shoes and realised what i was going through.
Cos none of my bf had ever put himself into my shoes whenever we argue.
I am glad he was brave enough to tell me the whole truth and fo that, i think i'm willing to trust man a lil more than before.
He made a promise. and deep inside, i made a promise fo him. That is to believe in him.
He mentioned, "I was really angry.. But when you told me you couldn't talk cos you were crying, my anger were gone.."
I was like, "why?"
He: Cos I promised, never to make you cry again, but you cried yesterday.
Why this random paragraph?
Cos the first time we started our love, i cried, due to some ____ reasons.
And he mentioned.
I wont make you cry, the next time you cry is the day I put on the 2nd ring fo you. :)
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I woke up with my eye swelling really badly.
I guess my tears activated some stuff and my eye hurts fucking badly.
IT IS HIDEOUS.
it looks like rambutan(?) to me though. LOLS.
So I didnt attend school, and i doubt i can attend school tomorrow as well=/
Its so irritating and it hurts so badly.
damn fuckening.
thats bout it.
RANDOM
C and me. THANKS TO NIGEL FO THIS ARTISTIC PICCA
Night Talks with beloved. randomly taken 2days ago.
MUMMY'S BIRTHDAY!
I LOVE HER.
No picca of me, cos eye swelling. LOLS.
