Sorry fo not updating this site during the weekends.
Had a tough week and really, all I hope is fo a better future.
Met K and Nic drove us to SoHo on Saturday.
Met C JT and B.
A few others came later.
Got in through J's guestlist.
I thought I could have an awesome night, really just wanna unwind.
I thought having more liquors could make me high and have ultimate fun.
But... Wrong move.
I ended up crying the whole night.
Falling everywhere.
Feeling lost.
That I made my own friends upset.
When I hug someone, I cant stop crying.
My friends had to drag me out of the club to let me cool off.
I wasn't drunk, I was fucking high, I wont deny.
I knew what I was doing and at the back of my head,
I asked myself, "Why are you doing this,V?"
C had to shout me awake, K had to take care of me.
I was mentally exhausted that I couldnt care to think properly and act wisely.
Baby came out of nowhere and C K and Baby had to carry me into Baby's car.
I made a huge scene. Very ugly one indeed.
I had to ask Baby to stop me some where and I puke. Awesome much?
I was feeling so restless from foodless day and tummy filled with liquor
that Baby had to carry me from the carpark to my place to my room.
I made my friends worried, my mum & brother worried and I made my boyfriend hurt.
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I'm glad things are better fo me now.
Maybe everything really happened fo a reason.
Take this chance and make things better?
Pictures from 260909SOHO.
K&C: Thanks fo that night. Fo standing by me.
Allowing me to wet your clothes with my tears. (laughs).
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Met K fo lunch, chilled at my place.
Baby came over K left.
Boring and sad weekend, I know.
Lastly, the results of combining weak balance + excessive alcohol...
Its still swelling like mad, and I dont dare to rub it. :S
There's a huge bump la. my goodness, and Baby only rub it once fo me yesterday.
-withlovetoall!