Apparently, its 5.03am and I'm still very awake.
C's finally back from Japan and she bought greentea kitkat back. :/
Gonna meet her later and gosh, i do miss her!
I can't wait fo Saturday's arrival because
-N's finally back from Tekong.
-P.I.C can be united.
-Finally able to see Baby. :)
I don't know why these few days, I haven't been sleeping well.
The left side of my back hurts really badly when I inhale deeply. :/
I pray that my body's all well, internally..
I've been receiving a lot of response from photographers,
and I'm thinking, if I should take up all of them.
But I know Baby won't fancy that. :/
I've been feeling rather crappy lately,
due to my precious period.
One good thing is that, I didnt feel cramps at all!
Just that my mind's rather screwed.
I kept feeling paranoid over relationship matters and fo boyfriends,
they abhor such matters ain't it?
Weirdly, fo my boyfriend, instead of yelling at me,
saying "you're thinking too much", "stop all of your nonsense"..
He actually replied me with,
"Baby, tell me what you'r thinking, we would solve them all together alright?"
I felt really, really insane fo being paranoid and all.
Like, seriously, he's the most understanding man I could ever ask fo.
Which man on earth would endure with women's paranoid nonsense?
Well, or rather, maybe he's the 1st that I've met who could. (laughs)
I think I'm really fortunate to have met Dex.
He knows how to make me laugh.
He knows how to make me feel assured and secure.
He knows how to take care of me.
Honestly, what more could I ask of him?
At times, his actions might make me start boiling,
but those matters can easily be overlooked as compared to what he have done fo me.
I always thought that love would be the strangest thing to me,
but when we touched, I realised that I found my place in heaven next to him :)
I love you with all my heart, baby :)
-withlovetoall!