Sighs, I tried sleeping but couldnt keep my eyes shut. :(
Baby's flying this Saturday which totally sucks. :(
I bet I would miss him super badly.
Imagine ONE WEEK without his texts, calls, hugs and kisses on my pouting lips. (Laughs)
URGHS, the more I think about him being away, the more I'm feeling more &@#@()#*@)$.
:(((((((((
Random Note: I might be working at either Shu Uemura/Lancome.
Response to that note: Fuck lah. I honestly hate working in cosmetic lines.
But there isn't any admin jobs that wanna take me in.
I abhor having to learn bout products.(even though its really easy)
I abhor having to face cheena customers.(they are freaking stuck-up)
I abhor having to talktalktalk!
Sighs, but what to do? I've to keep myself occupied with something at least. :(
I'm still considering working full time/part time though. :((((((
ANYHOE,
I need to cut my hair badly.
But don't know how should I cut it.
Maybe I will be trimming my hair and cut shorter fringe.
Can't wait fo my hair to GROWGROWGROW.
In case you're wondering whats the time now, its 4.35am :(
I would be attending a wake tomorrow.
My greatgrandpa just passed away.
But we're quite distance lah, hence I ain't sad or whatever.
My brother and I are like, not-necessary-to-be-there kind of 'position'.
LOL.
But still, I have to pay my respect. :)
And also, I hope that my relatives who are closer to him would stay strong :)
Honestly, I was wondering, what happens if we really die one day?
Is there really places like heaven/hell?
I mean, how do we know that such places exists?
Have anyone told you they have really seen it?
I'm actually afraid of death, because I would feel really lonely.
And what if I don't know I've died?
Gosh, its really scary aint it?
ANYHOE2,
N's gonna be enlisted this Friday :((((((((((
I would surely be missing him badly!!!
C and I made something fo him to place it in his locker. LOL!
I finally finish watching Moonlight Resonance!
HELL! I was so upset to know that I'm watching the last episode!
Like, I wanna have more of it? LOL.
AWESOME SHOW MAN!
Random2
C provided me with loads of readers man! LOL
And also, I've "modified" my desktop!
Change of wallpaper.
Look at the top right side, with uber cute FOLDER ICONS!
CUTE THINGS MAKE ME SMILE!!!
Thats all! I'm gonna sleep now!
Nights!
-withlovetoall!