I really don't know what to do anymore.
Day by day I've been putting sucha strong front.
Fo months, I've been not wanting my loved ones to be worried fo me.
I've been trying to stay strong fo my mum.
I dont wanna be a burden fo her if I show that I'm weak as well.
My brother led me to a huge disappointment.
My paternal side's relatives have been helping and came to a point where they gave up on some issues.
So what if I've got many friends who are here by my side?
So what if I've got a boyfriend that love me as much as I love him?
Whats there left fo my mum?
My brother and I?
I seriously don't know what else is there that could break my heart again.
I cried, I shared but do they really help?
I would go to your workplace to hope that I would bump into you.
I would look out fo you when I'm waiting fo bus near your workplace.
I would realised that slight change of hair colour of yours.
I would try to reminisce the moments where laughters were shared but none were vivid.
I would try to remember your voice when you shouted my name.
I would put high hopes fo my relatives to knock some sense into you.
But daddy, do you even think of me?
-withlovetoall.