I'm feeling very lost now.
And I always envy those with fathers who care fo them, pamper them like no other.
I've always had a father, but he never ever once played that role.

I'm feeling so weak that I do not wish to socialise with people now.
All I wish is fo my love one to stay strong.
And I think I'm beginning to hate the fact that "why is he even fit to be my father?"

Come to think of it. He never once cared.
But why throughout these years, I always tell myself he loves me when I know the fact that he doesn't bothers?

Now I guess, all I could do is to stand by my mum.
I really don't know what to do when everything is so broken, so real now.

I dont know what else I can do as a child.
All I know is, I need to be dependent and earn my own money to lessen my mum's burden.

But what can I do?

-withlovetoall.