Hello:D
I've to go meet Nigel in a short while.
And I just wanna blog a little.
I made Tranny pissed yesterday because of my silly thoughts again.
Seriously its so not necessary to even have what I thought yesterday.
But maybe being a girl, we tend to be too emotionally affected with what we'r thinking and we continue to go deeper than the situation and causing unwanted reaction from the other party?
I would seriously feel that "I should have/I should not have" thinking after one thing had happen.
And I hate it fo being a girl with stupid thoughts that cause my other half to be upset or much irritated due to all the assurance that one gave but still led one to such thinkings.
Despite all that regretful feelings, it made me think deeper.
That in fact, I guess I'm really fortunate in these ways.
If I have not found Tranny, I wouldnt be what I am now.
You know..
He's the very first guy that made me love myself more and not be so naive to situations?
He allowed my soul to be stronger when facing problems with my family which I've never encountered before.
He made me realised, sometimes, problems aint as complicated as it seems to be if I were to just look at it in another view.
Dex, he made me grow up.
He made me realised it would be scary if I don't love myself in some ways and learn to be much more independent than before.
Sometimes, life wouldn't be as strong without him.
As he never fails to make me feel love aint that impossible after all.
No guys have ever made me feel this way and made me understand myself even better.
I'm too used to having him in my life, that I don't think I would ever want him to leave me.
Its just a strong connection between me and him and it feels really good. :)
As he always says.. I'm lucky to have him.
Haha. I guess, I've to agree it fo once. :)
I really do love him. :D
And I really love unglam moments with him, which is a rare thing..
-withlovetoall.