Yesterday wasn't a very awesome day.
Had a tiff with Tranny.
Met him at bout 9pm.
Cos he said he was feeling very vexed.
Went down to his place and when he met me, he seems tipsy.
Asked him what happened he didnt wanna tell me.
Feeling irritated with it, as I travelled down just because he wasn't feeling okay.
And when I asked him what happened he didnt wanna say.
So I told him I'm heading home.
Walked away feeling very boiled-up.
And whenever I'm pissed off, tears would eventually form in my eyes.
He run up to me and held me.
After much commotions, all became good.
Then there was some misunderstandings.
And it made me feel very very alone and I ran off without my Hp and belongings, as he was holding on to it.
At that moment, I just wanted to keep running and never turn back.
But soon after, he found me at some alley.
I avoided him by crossing opposite the street and he totally shouted at me.
Asking me to stop running away from him.
It very much reminded me of my past
Where my ex would definitely hit me if he were to be able to catch me.
I was really afraid that Tranny would do the same..
Hence I didnt stop my feet..
He caught up and began yelling..
"do you know I was combing the streets and was fucking worried?.....How could you ran away without your purse and handphone?!
But soon after, he hugged me so tight and said, "I would never let go of you."
After that we went over to Tranny's.
He was dishonest bout a matter earlier.
And it made me very pissed off.
He said, "Gimme a smile baby."
And all I did was giving him the grumpy look.
He kept hugging me and trying very hard to make me smile.
In the end, I asked him to stand in front of me.
And I played "LOW".
LOLs.
I asked him to do a striptease fo me.
Alright. Thats bout it:)
*You held me so tight despite the fact that I kept pushing you away.
I asked if you would ever hit me, you said you would never do that.
You've changed. Indeed you have.
You learnt to apologise.
You learnt to make me smile. :)
Happy 5th Month baby.
Though the moments with you aint long.
But the feeling is so clear, that you've captured my heart.
You made my fears go away.
You promise to protect me.
You made me feel wanted and loved.
I honestly love you more each day.
Like what you said.
Those very cheesy line,
"I love you till the end of the world."
"I love you forever till ever.."
"You'r my only one."
Soulmate?
Yeah.
:). You'r the only one fo me.
-withlovetoall.