I've just got a sudden urge to blog again.
And its bout the same ol'topic.
You guys can prolly just ignore it, but this is my space to let out my mushy thoughts. LOLS.
I just hung up with baby on the phone, poor him, back in camp.
And i'm so glad I'll be able to see him on Wednesday:)
He's gonna accompany me fo dinns during my break:)
We've just passed our 4th Month being together and I cant wait fo our many more anniversaries to arrive:)
1stly, I'm all psych bout our 6th month:)!
It would really meant a lot to me, cos this is the ever most successful relationship after all the nasty things that had happened.
And I cant wait to spend my everyday with Tranny;)!
He's the first who had ever gave me the most matured solutions to my family matters.
At that point of time, I didnt had any strength to tell anybody about anything.
Cos it really hurt too much to even talk about that matter.
He's the first who's willing to forgive all my silly mistakes.
But at some point, I really made him feel disgusted bout my insecurities.
And it was truly unfair to him.
He's the first who's ever so concern bout my health and would never fail to remind me to have my cough syrup and also constantly checks on my weight..LOLS.
He's the first guy, who has truly understands me in such short period.
He's the first guy that I've ever poured out so much with, that there's no restriction to what I wanna say or do.
He could be the most annoying fella in the world.
He could be the most suckiest guy with the worse time management.
He could be the most ridiculous guy with the most complicated thinkings.
BUT NONETHELESS.
Throughout these 100odd days, the bliss that I received were exceeding the hurt that I've received in the past.
I've never felt such feelings before that I couldnt even put any words to describe it.
Prolly because its sucha magical feeling that I've always doubt that I would receive sucha 'treatment'?
All I can say is, being in love has never been so beautiful. :)
Tranny, would always be my lover.
And my bestfriend.:)