Its really exhausting to be working fo like 5 days straight.
Prolly cos I'm so not used to working fo this kinda schedule.
And I think, I'm very much sick of having to live each day.
More things that I couldnt help but ponder.
But at the same time, I don't wish to share it with anybody, so don't bother asking my friends.
Even though I know that you guys care.
I tried to share it with Tranny, but I end up not replying him, even though I know he's caring like the others.
But seriously, it really do hurts.
It hurts so much that even when I work, tears would just welled up in my eyes.
And yet I'v to smile and greet the customers.
I am definitely not mature enough to handle stuff.
And I feel so tight as though there's this rope tying around me, making me weak and breathless.
I really feel very sick and weak.
To the extend that I don't even feel like talking much and sharing bout my day when K called.
And I know, she cares.
I'm sorry fo not wanting to communicate, but just gimme time?
This time, I think I'm falling real hard, that there's no hands that could hold onto me...anymore.
-withlovetoall.