I am feeling so lazy.
I spent some time thinking bout stuff.
And it amused me fo that moment.
Thinking how human react to the most nonsensical things.
And also, how human can be so contradicting bout every lil stuff they do.
First being so defensive and make it seem so pathetic fo oneself and not realising the closest are mocking at everything.
Then decided to 'leave the world'.
Then decided to be all apologetic bout every lil thing.
Saying sorry's' fo i-dont-know-how-many-times.
I would admit. I'm a mean person.
I would very much not appreciate all the concerns.
But at the same time, it makes me feel so sad fo all the hard work.
Cos at some point, I sympathize the whole situation.
I'm fake. I'm plastic.
But c'mon, which teenager is genuinely real?
Or rather, at least I have real friends.
But you only have surface friends.
At least I dont go around boot-licking people.
Neither do I have people boot-licking me, cos we treat one another with respect and love.
And not when you think you need that someone, you go and cover up the so called 'mistakes'.
Cos friends, never bear grudges and do lil mean actions behind each other
And the worst thing is, you tried to make yourself known, but the other party once hated you fo all your actions and dont give a fucking damn bout your words in her site.
OH WELL.
I was thinking bout all the stuff.
Cos I was stoning. LOLs.
You made it known you dont need a fucking friend like me.
But then yet again, i would laugh my boobs out after reading that pathetic "oh,im sorry, i wanna be your friend'' letter.
AND IT FREAKS ME OUT.
Cos I wanted to be nice and be a friend. OMG. what was I thinking?!
Ok. Vivian, stop being mean.
Its the past.
At least there's no more sorry's' and vitamin C's' anymore.
But seriously, I do feel fo you.
DONE-.
Random piccas found in my com thats taken before my eyes were swollen. hahahhaha
