Gosh. I think I might as well head back to cosmetic line. :(
Its seriously so difficult to find a job that I would like.
And it has been a month!!!! I've been looking fo a job fo a month!
@(*&#$@(*)$&(@#*)!#.
I NEED MONEY. :(
I'm so sad because N's gonna be botak soon. (NS)
I would sure miss his goofy'ness.
But phew, he's away fo only 2 weeks. Hiak!
And also! I think I would wanna stay over at C's!
I would like to accompany her, since the both of us are so free. LOL.
We could have girly, kinky sleepovers!
I'm having very bad cramps that I cannot tahan.
Seriously, I think I can just lay on my bed and not move!
Why must females be tortured with menstruations?!!!!!
And also, I've recently been reading two blogs.
Which really bring tears to my eyes.
Especially..
Seriously, I admire her courage.
If you click on the top right side of her site, there're videos of her before she recently passed away.
Her courage seriously brought me to tears.
I've read some of her older entries and it made me ponder..
How could anyone be so brave to face death?
I've learnt a lot from her, and seriously, needs to be stronger as a female.
Another blog that I've been reading is,
I just wanna say, despite the age of hers, she's still so strong and brave.
I honestly, admire her brave soul, in fighting against her illness.
I pray to God, that everything would be alright fo her.
Reading from these blogs, doesn't it touches your hearts?
These people are having so much courage in fighting against illness/facing death.
What about us?
Just a little obstacle in life and we're crying our hearts out?
I feel so pathetic comparing myself with them.
At times, I would even be afraid that one day, I would lose the ones I loved.
But reading from these blogs, I tell myself.
Why spend time worrying about losing when I could cherish these moments with the ones that loves me?
I would spend my time wisely, assuring myself that, nothing is to waste.
To all, I do care bout all of you, no matter where you are.
-withlovetoall.