Wednesday, April 1

HAPPY APRIL FOOL'S DAY!!!

LOL!
Damn hilarious.
I called Baby after 12am last night and told him some stuff.

"Baby, I saw my ex-bf on my way home and he was hitting his girlfriend..
I just didnt wanna see another girl in my old shoes..
So, I went over to stop him.
He pushed me to the pillars and I hit my head..."

He was all agitated and he said..
"Why the fuck did you go help when you couldnt even defence yourself?!
blahblahblahblahblah....."

Then I shouted, "HAPPY APRIL FOOL'S BABY!"
LOL!

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I remembered last year.. I tricked him using my ex-bf too!
LOL! Fancy being tricked by the same "person" twice! LOL

BUT, I really did see my ex-bf hitting his current girlfriend near my place.
Honestly, I'm scared. And I was in a dilemma, I very much wanted to help her.
But in me, I had this phobia of seeing him..
After a while, I saw them cooling down then I walked away.
Seriously, when I got home, my mind was filled with my past with him.
Its honestly scary and I wanna forget every fucking thing.

(YX, if you'r reading this, yes, its him I'm talking about...)

Honestly, I felt really disgusted.
I thought after me, he would change fo the better. But I was wrong.
Utterly wrong.. Like what Baby said to me yesterday..
(Cos I told him, I feel awfully bad that I couldnt have the courage to help)
"Baby, you can help this girl, but you cannot prevent this from happening in future.."

Which is really true. I just hope, he could change fo the better.. sighs.

ALRIGHT, enough of the awful matter.
I'm gonna meet Q in a while to have DINNER WITH LOADSPLENTY OF SEAFOOD!
YUM! SPICY FOOD IS ALL WE NEED!!!

AND LASTLY,
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I HOPE PEACE FO EVERYONE.
PLEASE, PROTECT YOURSELF FROM AN ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP.
IF I CAN WALK OUT OF IT, SO CAN YOU.

I've learnt that, so what if you love him/her so much?
Does he love you hence all those abuse?
Does he love you hence all those tears?
Words don't mean everything.
Actions does. :)

BE STRONG AND WALK OUT OF IT. *KISSES!
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-withlovetoall.